The Cheese Ball Story

I spent 3½ years doing a PhD with a Scholarship from MAFTech Ruakura, an international research organisation where I did most of my scientific research.

During that time one of my friends from the laboratory became engaged – and asked me to organise a staff bridal shower (party) for her! Having no idea at all what this entailed, I devised a party for her to the best of my abilities, with games, vegetarian snacks and juices. When the guests arrived at the social club they found themselves playing charades, pass the parcel, musical chairs, balloon games, racing paper fish, guess the celebrity and many others. They threw themselves into it whole heartedly and enjoyed themselves immensely. To my chagrin someone brought along a cask of wine – but this was taken away unopened after the party because everyone had had such a good time, they had forgotten about it.

I found out later that a real bridal shower was supposed to be a party with loud music, dancing and drinking alcohol. In the remaining two years of my time at MAFTech I was asked to organize eight more of these parties by all of the girls who became engaged – and they were all big hits!

At one party one of the research scientists brought along a cheese ball – which was a popular feature of all of the ensuing parties – and the recipe is below:

SERIOUSLY NICE CHEESE BALL In a food processor: ½ onion, chopped a bit 1 clove fresh garlic, crushed Process until fine. Add: A good dash of vegetarian Worcester sauce Black pepper to taste 250g grated tasty cheese 250g cream cheese Process well. Roll into a ball (or a log) and roll in: Chopped nuts, toasted (peanuts are okay but my personal favourite is roasted cashews). Wrap in plastic wrap and chill overnight. Absolutely delicious on crackers!

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To Be A Chittagonian

Sri Chinmoy was born in the district of Chittagong and spent the first 12 years of his life in the tiny Indian village of Shakpura. In 2006 he composed his 13,000th song and dedicated it to Chittagong

In 2003 Sri Chinmoy said of Chittagong

"My Chittagong,
May the world-citizens
To your heart-beauty throng."



"Chittagong is the chief Indian Ocean port city in the south-east of Bangladesh. The name also refers to one of the six divisions in Bangladesh. Even though Bengali, a derivative of Sanskrit, is spoken and taught throughout Bangladesh, the residents of Chittagong Division much prefer to speak their own dialect. The curious thing is that Chittagong dialect has no official status and is not taught at any level in schools. It exists solely as an oral language, with subtle variations from north to south, and from Muslim to Hindu. In the written form, correct Bengali is used exclusively."

From article by Dr Vidagdha Bennett "To Be a Chittagongian"

Early life of Sri Chinmoy in Chittagong

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My God-Hunger-Cry - March 29, 2006 Do not complain! Do not complain! Your heart will miss Heavenward plane. - Sri Chinmoy.
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In October of 2005, Sri Chinmoy began a series of prayer-poems entitled My God-Hunger-Cry. We are delighted to feature them here and hope they bring you joy and inspiration.

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My God-Hunger-Cry - March 28, 2006 My life is Heavenly beautiful When my heart is all God-tearful. - Sri Chinmoy.
My God-Hunger-Cry - by Sri Chinmoy

In October of 2005, Sri Chinmoy began a series of prayer-poems entitled My God-Hunger-Cry. We are delighted to feature them here and hope they bring you joy and inspiration.

My Mysterious Encounter

I went out to Auckland's unpopulated west coast last Sunday for a dawn ramble. Two very nice boys from our meditation classes came with me. They had not met each other before but almost instantly became friends – more, it was as though they had discovered a profound commonality of character and interests, like a meeting of two long separated brothers. How they talked – they were conversing endlessly. We were driving for much of an hour through bewitching forested hills, vistas of sea, picture postcard scenery unfolding on all sides but they were consumed with their conversation, serenely oblivious. Their talk swept across a bewildering range of topics – natural healing; kundalini yoga; car accident experiences; organic gardening; favourite novels; Fellini – screen giant or fraud?; Asian travel highlights; the moon landing – fact or fiction?; the epic journeys of Marco Polo; preferred classical composers.

Karekare Beach, West Auckland, New Zealand

At the beach they spared a perfunctory glance at the gorgeous panorama then resumed their animated tête-à-tête – I excused myself to my oblivious friends and quite superfluous, embarked on my run while they ambled distractedly along the endless wide shoreline, two now inseparable companions receding away against the blue ocean and sky, soon tiny figures swallowed up in the immensity of landscape.

How I was enjoying my solitary run. At mid point, more than one hour out, I cooled down in the sea, the only human being for miles, soaking in the great bathtub of the Tasman Sea. Far out, the green face of ocean combers rose high then broke, travellers at the end of a long sea journey – nearer the shore, waist deep in the clear tide, micaceous sand shimmered and sparkled like glitter in a jar of water.

Everywhere life and movement, the ebb and sigh of sea's heartbeat, arhythmic cadences of breaking surf and tide, the brief pulse of my own life drumming in its frail cage; and cry of gulls, wind resculpting sand, prismatic light shimmering on water, the earths elemental dance-play. Obedient to contrary winds, opposing clouds moved east and west, skeins of high cirrus one way, the ponderous march of parade ground cumulus another, their serried ranks of grey-white cotton-wool inching slowly across a tousled sky.

Jutting up into the heavens the prow of high cliff tops seemed to tilt, the illusion of slow fall against the slow-voyaging, drifting clouds. Everything was alive, sea pushing in, reaching beyond its green dominion as though hungry to explore the land then falling back in defeat, the knock of small stones tumbling in the retreating surf. Against the flat sheen of wet beach, the reflection of clouds moving, my own shadow, dotterels hustled into flight, the spidery arms of marram grass seed rolling like tumbleweed along the beach, colonising the dunes, seeking haven.

Returning, I came across something unusual and quite mysterious. It was a gigantic sand drawing of a face, the lines etched onto the grey tidal zone and forming a striking portrait all of twenty metres high, perfectly proportioned. In this remote place it had not been intended to be seen, yet hours of detail had gone into this serene work of art. It was a woman's face and a girl or woman had created it, for the tracks in the sand were small and light and conveyed a sense of great care and deftness. The face appeared to have emerged from the ocean – a sea goddess beached on the very edge of her domain and gazing up at the sky, the long flowing sand lines of her hair jewelled with shells. There was a spiritual beauty in the feeling of repose and calm detachment, in the meditative introspection of eyes. I began to feel in the presence of something sacred and a reverence overcame me at this lovely intimation of another realm.

The incoming tide had touched the bottom of the sand drawing already and in an hour would erase it entirely, like the sweep of a monk's hand which in a moment destroys an intricate rice mandala, a work of meditative beauty erased to illustrate impermanence.

The face reminded of Sri Chinmoy's soul-bird drawings, each brief and contemplative sweep of the Master's pen an intersection point of worlds, a gateway, inviting tiny souls down into the physical realm to occupy a new form. My sea goddess seemed real to me, an unknowable Presence drawn by the purity-consciousness of the unknown artist and occupying for a time the form created by her art, the formless incarnating into form before dissolving back into the incoming waters.

Later I cast around and found the departing tracks of the artist, her small light steps the only ones this far away from the village and mysteriously heading even further south into a wilderness of distance. I followed for a while until the rising tide had covered all trace of her presence. The artist, seemingly, had returned to her home in the sea.

    – Jogyata.

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